Learning Curve

Chemistry

2011-06-17T08:10:00.003+08:00

Chemistry between two persons is very subjective and inexplanable. While efforts can be made, there are times that it just doesn't work. Of course, there are some which endure times and turn up to be good and better. Time will tell..so long we don't give up or shut off...don't you agree?

Moving On

2011-06-08T14:09:00.003+08:00

Finally, the time has come to move on. I remember the day when I first stepped in here, I heard God's voice that it would be one year. Without realising, time flies. Without consciously seeking, opportunities knocked at my door. With lots of analysing and analysing, finally, I took up the step of faith...stepping out. Mixed feelings? Definitely. Well, it's always difficult to step out of comfort zone. But it will be again a bigger pants to wear. A free zone in between that I can perform and enjoy.

Incidentally, it's a season that I am stepping out of comfort zone. Nervous, yes. Performance orientated spirit..not so heavy now. I think so long I know I have given my best, that's the most important. Can't fulfil expectation of other people.

Kungfu Panda 2

2011-06-08T14:03:00.003+08:00

Watched Kungfu Panda2 last weekend. Enjoyed every bits of it. Po, despite his size, used his skills to the fullest, with the assistance of his teammates. When he found out his about his past, he didn't dwell on it. He found his inner peace.

A takeway from the movie...it's not who you are and what happen in the past. It's who you choose to be at this moment. Blaming the past, or holding on to the past, you will not enjoy the presence nor looking on to the future.

Po, chooses to forgive, unlike Lord Shen. And he found his inner peace. Have you found yours?

Real lasting rest

2010-09-10T22:22:00.001+08:00

~Paul Tripp

Do you ever struggle with God’s sovereignty? Do you wonder why he has ordained for you to face the things you face? Are you ever tempted to doubt his goodness or question his love? Or do you experience rest of heart even when your relationships are messy and your circumstances are difficult? The following words are about where the rest can be found.

I did it again and again when our children resisted our instruction and correction. I did it again and again when they debated a command or questioned our plans. I did it again and again when they opposed our authority and quested for self-rule. I did it again and again for two good reasons.

To begin with, my wife and I had brought children into this world who thought they didn't need us! Like us, each of them at some point fell into believing they were far more knowledgeable and capable than they really were. Like us, they often assumed that their intentions were noble and their plans were sound. Like us, they tended to think they were capable of determining what was best, even when they lacked important information and experience. Like we often do, they simply felt they were in possession of a better way.

But there was a second reason I did it again and again. Our children were too young to grasp the abstract, strategic, and often theological purposes underlying my instruction. Even if I explained everything in as age-appropriate a way as I could, they would still have no actual understanding. They just did not yet have the categories or the capacity to grasp the parental logic behind the plan or command.

So I did the same thing again and again. I would kneel down in front of them at eye level and say, "Please look at Daddy's face. Do you know how much I love you? Do you know that your Daddy is not a mean, bad man? Do you know that I would never ask you to do anything that would hurt you or make you sick? I am sorry that you can't understand why Daddy is asking you to do this. I wish I could explain it to you, but you are too young to understand. So I am going to ask you to do something—trust Daddy. When you walk down the hallway to do what Daddy has asked you to do, say to yourself, 'My Daddy loves me. My Daddy would never ask me to do something bad. I am going to trust my Daddy and stop trying to be the Daddy of my Daddy.'"

God does the same thing with you, over and over again. He meets you in one of the difficult hallways of your life, kneels down before you in condescending love, and asks you to trust his loving and wise rule, even though you don't have a clue what he is doing.

He knows there are many times when your life doesn't look like there is anyone ruling it, let alone someone wise and good. He knows there will be times when you will wish you could be the author of your own story. He knows that at times you will be overwhelmed by what is on your plate. He knows that his plan will confuse and confound you. And he knows that real rest cannot be found in understanding, because, like my children, there are things, as a limited human being, you simply do not have the capacity to understand.

Real rest is found in trusting the Person who is in control of the things you don’t understand.

He is willing to have the conversation with you again and again, and he has made sure that his Word assures you of his rule again and again

Light hearted

2010-08-28T21:59:00.002+08:00

It's an amazing week this week. It started with a peaceful and fruitful sales meeting this week, and followed by a changed atmostphere in office. And above all,are the changed hearts too. Gentler mannerism, enlightened hearts, entertaining moments, and good lunch bonding despite the traffic. Many of us seek to be understood. It's amazing and a wonder, when you seek to understand others. The openness and reconcilation. When you choose to give and contribute and be the thermostat, wonders take place.

It's a week that despite pressure and disappointment, I enjoyed very much.

Unexpected conversation & outcome

2010-08-22T21:34:00.004+08:00

An unexpected conversation over a cup of coffee this week. A real challenge to stay impartial and yet tactful. A real call for instant wisdom and boldness. But, praise God for the wisdom. And praise God for the outcome. Praise Him for the reliefs and joy of the outcome. It's good to know that you have helped someone because of what you said which carried weights. Not sure if you have experienced helping someone discretely, and seeing the person overjoy with the discrete help. The sense of joy and fulfilment are beyond description. It makes me smile and feel good.

Let Go

2009-12-27T15:53:00.007+08:00

Before I went to Indonesia last week, I did web check-in and guess what, my printer was out of ink and it was 10.15pm. I got to wake up at 5.30pm to catch a bus to LCCT. So, quickly I called a friend and headed off to her house to print. Her printer, which was working perfectly well the night before, was jammed up and not working. After trying for half an hour, I called another friend nearby and headed off to her house, only found out I could't reprint my boarding pass (despite clicking the reprint button few times). Panic striked. But nothing could be done. So I headed home. Before I slept, I prayed and peace came. The song "How Great is Our God" kept lingering all through the night, even in the morning when I woke up. I knew God is in control, despite all these unexpected things. I arrived at airport on time, the queue was short and I managed to get my boarding pass reprinted over the counter. Had I not let go the night before, and choose to worry, I wouldn't have a good nite sleep.

In life, we can look after certain ppl in our lives. It comes to a point of time where you know it's time to let go of them and let them grow. It's not that you abandon them, but you know that their wings hv grown bigger, stronger and it's time for them to spread their wings else where, b'coz the nest is just too small for them..to ruffle. Can't deny the nest is comfortable and warm, just that they may feel out of place. Yeah, letting go maybe painful for some of us, but if it's for the better of the person, it's good to be so. Won't you agree?

Reunion Across the Sea

2009-12-26T22:18:00.003+08:00

Had a pre-Christmas holiday last weekend across the sea. It was short but memorable and there were lots of things shared in the span of 3 days, to catch up on each other life stories of the past 5 years.

What touched me most are her stories, of her sister and hubby's salvation, her willingness to do things that are out of her comfort zone and very un-her. The unexpected yet impactful things happened to others because of her willingness and obedience. The joy and the comfort that she brought to others..beyond description. Her perseverance in praying for others and for situations that were frustrating and yet beyond controls. The way God answered her prayer encouraged my heart very much, of His grace and His love.

Above all, I miss the little girl, who remembered me as Aunty "Mui Moon". My colourful lopipop bribed my "right" to enter her room. Miss her round bright eyes and her constant crashing in to my room to flash herself after shower tickled me..Amazing level of energy.:)

Amazed

2009-11-15T21:57:00.002+08:00

I'm amazed by how God works..esp for these two weeks. Someone was awaken at the very hour which I woke up, and interceded for me. Attended a seminar, and an illustration was used which reminded me of the same illustration given to me 11 years back in Australia. A long awaited report turned out good as well. The song "Lord I am amazed by You, Lord I am amazed by You, how You love me" kept lingering in my mind for the past few days.

Another level of faith. Another deeper level of trust and believe. I am His work in progress. To be modified and refined, for His glory.

Giants along the ways. Quote Max Lucado, "Focus on Giants, you stumble. Focus on God, your giants tumble".

Abide with Me

2009-10-15T22:02:00.000+08:00

Abide with Me
If I find myself in the middle of the battlefield of life, with no weapon in possession and no help in sight, I can take comfort in the victory of your presence. I can lose all that I have amassed from this life and all that I have called mine in this fading world, and yet be the victor because you are with me.

Though my enemies bury my nose into the ground and kick dirt into my face, yet victory is mine, because you are with me. If you will abide with me through the deepest valleys of life, though no one else will accompany me to those pits of darkness, I will live and will surely not die.

I ask not for vengeance, I ask not for vindication. I ask only for your presence, your company, your comfort. Even if I have to go where no human presence can be found, where there is only darkness and sorrow and doom, your presence will be my deepest consolation.

Sherman Kuek

O help of the helpless, abide with me...

Abide with me; fast falls the eventide;
The darkness deepens; Lord, with me abide.
When other helpers fail and comforts flee,
Help of the helpless, O abide with me.

Swift to its close ebbs out life's little day;
Earth's joys grow dim; its glories pass away;
Change and decay in all around I see;
O thou who changest not, abide with me.

I fear no foe, with thee at hand to bless;
Ills have no weight, and tears no bitterness.
Where is death's sting? Where, grave, thy victory?
I triumph still, if thou abide with me.

Help of the helpless, O abide with me...

Prayer Walk

2009-10-13T22:43:00.003+08:00

It's been a while, I have not blogged. Busy with work, busy attending back-to-back weddings, etc.

Last saturday, woke up at 4.30am, the song, "we walk the land, with hearts of fire, and every steps, will be a prayer,.." Yeah, it was the morning to meet at 6am to run for the nation. The prayer walk in Cheras. Our group covered Cuepacs area, an area full of nice houses and few schools. Despite the lots of car and steep uphill to our final point, the walk was really meaningful. It's not an ordinary walk. It's a walk to pray for Cheras community. Felt good and felt being energised, despite only had less than 5 hour sleep, and a late OT the night before. Being able to set a side time for things other than self-focus and work-focus..it's something energising and something that I don't normally do previously.

Season of change..for a better...a year of God's possibilities.

Black Hole

2009-08-04T23:13:00.003+08:00

I am currently reading "The Upside of Adversity", by Os Hilman.

Here's what I took away about what to do when you are in black hole situation?

1. Ask God if there are any sins, habits, or attitudes that He might be judging in our life
2. Trust God when we enter a black hole
3. Black hole is to refine and define us, so that we can influence others
4. Ask God for grace to endure trial, like Joseph
5. Learn to lean on God
6. Alert to new truth and new perspective
7. Live each day to the fullest. Don’t live in the past

Trusting God to answer Our Prayer

2009-08-04T23:11:00.002+08:00

Came across a poem "Trusting God to answer Our Prayer"

I asked God for strength, that I might achieve
I was made weak, that I might learn humbly to obey
I asked God for health, that I might do greater things
I was given infirmity, that I might do better things
I asked for riches that I might be happy
I was given poverty, that I might be wise
I asked for power, that I might have the praise of men
I was give weakness, tat I might feel the need of God
I asked for all things, that I might enjoy life
I was given life , that I might enjoy all things
I got nothing that I asked for but everything I had hope for
Almost despite myself, my unspoken prayers were answered
I am, among men, most richly blessed.

Acceptance

2009-07-18T10:11:00.003+08:00

Everybody desires acceptance. In seeking to be accepted, we need to accept others as well. Too often, we seek one way,ie being accepted. But often, it works both ways. Acceptance enables us and others to soar on greater heights, and rise up to greater potential.

It's something that I have learnt. It's something I have to relearn again. It's not easy, when we look inwardly...I have to admit. But hey, forget the past, and strain towards the goal that set forth right? A conscious decision...I have to say.

A Crazy Week

2009-07-12T10:12:00.003+08:00

Crazy deadlines, too much on the plate, endless phone calls to seek help, endless system problems, endless queries, working round the clock to meet the midnight deadline....It's been a crazy week. I ran like a mad woman. Never in my life felt so so stretched before. Never in my life felt such a burning anger...it's a struggle..between what i believe and the realty.

Lord, is this really what He has installed for me? God, where is You sceptor of favour? Where is the breakthrough that I have been waiting? How long shall I wait? I felt like standing on a sinking sand...grapping hold of anything that comes along the way.

It's so easy to give up. It's never easy to stay afloat and hang in there. Peace and strength are what I desire most. And there's only one place I can draw from. The ONLY place.

Facing the Giant

2009-06-26T21:51:00.003+08:00

Everyone has their own giants to face. Sometimes, it's so overwhelming that you are not sure whether you carry on. You doubt about yourself. You doubt about God too. "Where are You, God?" " Why does this thing happen to me?"

Sometimes, the breakthrough is just few steps away. But we just can't see it. How many extra miles do we need to go further? Not sure.

Recently been feeling down and overwhelming with things. Anger, frustration, doubt and discouragement. You name it. I walked into a Salvation bookshop one day, and there, a sermon was broadcasted in the shop, just-in time for me to catch the sentence, "Our job is to trust God. That is. Nothing else. The rest is his job." How true and applicable it was to my situation. I had tried all means, and nothing can be done. I was angry and discouraged, and was thinking alternative ways to resolve the thing. But all in vain. And I have to agree that our job is to trust God. Nothing else. Not even myself.

The Lord says fear not for He is with me. Greater that He is in me than that he is in the world. If you have watched the movie, "Facing the Giant", you will know that perseverance and focus will lead to breakthrough. The focus is on God. "If we win, we praise God. If we loose, we praise God too."

Tough, but it is possible. What's your Giant? Lay it before Him. Trust Him too.

Favour

2009-05-30T18:33:00.004+08:00

I was in Beijing last whole week attending 3 days training, and then extended 3 days stay in this historical place. During the week, I met up with friends that I wanted to meet and have not met for 5 years. One of them actually made an effort to meet me despite his busy schedule (coz throughout the dinner, he kept receiving phone calls from office, and he told me he couldn't remember when was the last time he had dinner at 7pm). And the rest of the friends...it's amazing to see how their kids have grown up, and all of them are so cute!

Most of the time, I went sightseeing on my own. The audio autoguides were my good companion, giving me lots of information and narration. At Temple of Heaven, there's this Indian guy, newly graduated and staying in Shanghai for the past few mths, became my photo buddy at that place and even guided me how to walk to the nearest subway! At Summer Palace, met a couple who was looking for the same plc as I did, and they become my friends, offer to take photos for me and walked with me. The day before I left, I joined a local tour to the Great Wall, Mutianyu, and I met 2 couples from USA. Nice people. Won't hesitate to offer to help me with taking photos. I enjoyed their company very much.

Upon return to KLIA, I realised that I was short of RM5 to buy the KLIA express, and asked the staff where was the nearest ATM machine. A gentlemen overheard, asked how much was I short of, and extended a RM5 note to me. What a great help, coz it was the last train and would be arriving in 10 minutes.

All in all, favour of God all through the journey.

When You meant well

2009-04-30T19:11:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, we are in a situation where our action means well, but the receiver thinks otherwise, and you wonder why cant the person see your point of view. It happens in all relationships, be it at home, at workplace, and everywhere whenever you have human interaction.

Recently been through this phase. An action which I meant well to remind someone, was mistaken as making a fuss. An action which I meant to clarify, was taken as criticism. Despite the usage of right word and right mannerism, the misunderstanding couldn't seem to be avoided. Am I offended? Yes, of course. Am I hurt? I can't deny. But I have decided to choose to forgive and overlook the offense. After all, what good will it be to hold? And if I choose not to let go and forgive, I will most properly be repeating the offended feelings to many ppl, and the feelings will still remain there. It's not natural to choose forgiveness, but it's an effort to make the decision. Choosing forgiveness doesn't mean you have lost the battle, but it is the opposite. The gain? Inner peace.

Believe

2009-04-11T22:50:00.004+08:00

Into Your hands
I commit again, with all I have for You Lord
You hold my world in the palm of Your hand
And I am Yours forever

Jesus I believe in You
Jesus I belong to You
YOu are the reason that I live
The reason that I'll sing
With all I am

I walk with You
Wherever You go
Through tears and joy
I trust in YOu
And I believe, in all of your ways
your promises, forever

Jesus I believe in You
Jesus I belong to You
You are the reason that I live
The reason that I'll sing
with all I am.

Stepping Out

2009-03-08T08:14:00.003+08:00

This week is a long weekend. But, my body alarm clock doesn't seem to be:). Woke up at 6am yesterday. Drove out from home at 8.30am..and guess what..caught in a massive jam. The police were setting up road block to check the vehicles..the prevent people from attending the demonstration.

Yesterday was a whole new discovery and experience for me. Observed and understand the volunteers to teach English in a confined hall. 6 classes were held simulatenously and no particiant in between. Imagine the noice level and heat. My friend and I decided to dig our hands into one of the classes. We helped the students to focus and read. Real test of patience. But it's a whole new experience. Real application of what I have learnt in TESOL. But I quite like the experience.

A season of stepping out of comfort zone...and rise up to the opened door.

Energizer

2009-02-28T21:26:00.002+08:00

Heart longs for peace & joy
Soul desires refreshment and strengthening
Only in You, my heart finds security
Only in You, that I put my total trust
Only You, my Shepherd that I will follow
be it in the quiet pasture, or by the gentle stream

I want to sing....

Refresh my heart Lord
Renew my love
Pour Your spirit into my soul
Refresh my heart
You set me apart Lord
To make me new
By Your spirit life me up Lord
Refresh my heart

I will worship You Lord
With all of my heart
And I will follow You Lord
Refresh my heart

The Practice of Surrender

2009-02-24T06:32:00.003+08:00

My thoughts:

We like to be in control in many ways and different level. Some people are more control freak then the other, some like to be in control in certain areas which are different from others. When we go through hard times, we want to get out from the situation soonest possible (which is natural) by trying to be God. But many times, God want us to surrender, totally to Him: to have great attitude while waiting for His deliverance. I identify with the following devotion about relationship: it's natural when you are hurt by someone, you will hurt the person back. But God wants us to do the opposite. Yes, there's an incident which I was very angry with someone. I can choose to go around murmur/ justify my action by talking badly about the person. But when I surrender myself to God, I decided to resolve the issue with the person, even though from my perspective the person was at wrong. I started the conversation by asking the person for forgiveness for being angry and then told the person what was I angry about. The obedience and surrender close the door for the enemy, but restore the relationship. I can submit to my pride "why should I do it. It's not my fault." But I choose to submit to God. It may look/sound silly. But it has definitely brought peace, with myself, with other and with God.

So, enjoy reading the devotion.

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The Practice of Surrender
Purpose Driven Life daily Devotion
2009/02/23

“If people want to follow me, they must give up the things they want. They must be willing even to give up their lives to follow me.” Matthew 16:24 (NCV)
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Paul’s moment of surrender occurred on the Damascus road after he was knocked down by blinding light. For others, less drastic methods are needed to get our attention.Regardless, surrendering is never just a one-time event.Paul said, “I die daily” (1 Corinthians 15:31 NASB).

There is a moment of surrender and there is the practice of surrender, which is moment-by-moment and lifelong. The practice of surrender requires perseverance; you may have to re-surrender your life fifty times a day: “If people want to follow me, they must give up the things they want. They must be willing even to give up their lives [daily] to follow me” (Matthew 16:24 NCV).

Let me warn you: When you decide to live a totally surrendered life, that decision will be tested. Sometimes it will mean doing inconvenient, unpopular, costly, or seemingly impossible tasks.It will often mean doing the opposite of what you feel like doing.

“Those who are living by their natural inclinations have their minds on the things human nature desires; those who live in the Spirit have their minds on spiritual things” (Romans 8:5 NJB).

We are, by nature, self-centered. When hurt by someone, your natural inclination is to hurt back.It is natural to hoard money instead of generously sharing it, to defend yourself when criticized, to hide your mistakes instead of confessing them, and to try to impress others. You can usually figure out what will please God by doing the opposite of your natural inclination.

Bill Bright founded Campus Crusade for Christ. Through the worldwide Crusade staff, his tract “The Four Spiritual Laws,” and the “JESUS” film (seen by over one billion people), it’s estimated that over 150 million people have come to Christ and will spend eternity in heaven.

I once asked Bill, “Why did God use and bless your life so much?” He said, “When I was a young man I made a contract with God.I literally wrote it out and signed my name at the bottom.It said ‘From this day forward, I am a slave of Jesus Christ.’”

Have you signed a contract like that with God? Or, are you still arguing and struggling with God over his right to do with your life as he pleases?

It is time to surrender – to God’s grace, love, and wisdom

These 3 Months

2009-02-22T21:08:00.005+08:00

Time really flies. From Christmas to New Year, to Chinese New Year. Many things have happened. Swamped with busy deadlines, and now finally,the slower pace kicks in.

Fo the past 3 months.....

*Lots of dependant on God for wisdom at workplace

*See beyond the weakness of a friend, asking her for forgiveness despite my agitation over her actions during a presentation. In obedience over the prompting. Amazed by how God works when both of us asking forgiveness with each other. Restoration and peace in place. When we see beyond the weakness, and start to focus on the strengths of others, you will be amazed that it brings out the best in others. They seem to "rise up" to the expectation.

*Tremendous sense of peace despite shortage of time in preparation for my TESOL exam. Thankful for the extended help by a friend. On the day of exam, as I woke up, the song "Jesus I believe in You" came to my mind, and as I sang, I felt challenged to totally trust & believe in Him. During the exam, esp the practicum, I fumbled a bit, but overall it went well. I overcame the butterfly in the stomach.:)

Hanoi Revisit

2009-01-24T21:56:00.002+08:00

I was in Hanoi a few days back for business trip. The trip was fruitful. Agenda and objectives were met. In addition to that, I had great time exploring more of the city together with my colleague.

English is not widely spoken in Vietnam. Some of them understand a little bit, but communicating in English was a challenge. It really tested my lingustic skill, especially when we asked the direction to a place which I googled and found out. Not too bad, I would say, as most of the time, it's sign language and gesture. We explored a food stall near the roadside, with squatting table and chairs. We tried going around the Old Quarter in trishaw for an hour, stopping by in between to check-out some stuff. We managed to buy some winter clothings for our love one, and managed to bagain for lower price for one of the items, as well as getting new stocks rather than the displayed. We went in to watch the Water Puppet show, one of the famous attractions in Hanoi, where we were surrounded by lots of European. Fantastic show...only it's a bit too long...an hour.

There is a huge demand for English in Vietnam. The last visit, I saw Petronas offered scholarship for final year university students to study English, part of their corp social responsibility program. This time, I saw Australian government advertised for English teacher to teach the Vietnamese Arm Force.

The road in Hanoi was very busy that week, as Chinese New Year is approaching. People went around to deliver gifts. Was amazed too by the long stretch of flowers and lime trees for sale along the road. Even more amazed that the Vietnamese tied huge pots of flowers and trees at the back of their motorcycle, and still able to weez thru the road swiftly.

Weather at this time was cooling and at night a little bit chilly.

Giving Thanks

2008-12-31T21:47:00.002+08:00

Today is new year eve. While most people go out for countdown and partying, I decided to stay home and rest, reflect and plan for next year.

As I take stock on the last day of the year, I can only say wow and giving thanks. I give thanks for the breakthrough in financial and health, inner healings, faith stretching experience, making new friends and deepening existing friendship. It's indeed a year of enlargement for me, mentally, spiritually and emotionally.

I remember beginning of this year, as I prayed and set my new year resolutions, two verses speak to me very much:

"be joyful always, pray continuously, give thanks in all circumstances, for this is the will of God." (1 Thel 5:16-18)

"lead a quiet life, mind own business and work with hand" (1 Thel 4:1)

While I have yet to set my next year new year resolution, what I desire most is to touch lives with all my endevours. From inward to outward. From within to without.

Happy New Year to all.

Song for the Season

2008-12-29T21:00:00.003+08:00

Ever felt yourself chained and bound, limited and restricted, especially when things get tougher and bleak? God reminded me of the account of Paul and Barnabas in the prison. Instead of dwelling in self-pitiness, unfairness and bitterness, they praised God in the prison. Yes, right where they were. And the prison door was opened. I felt challenged to learn and apply the same in all my situations, ie to praise Him.

So, here's the song for this season that I would like to share with all of you:

On My Lips
(c)2002 Darren Morehouse & Ross Parsley

All the chains are broken
I have been set free
Every word you've spoken
Is watching over me
So how can I stay silent
When I hear You call my name
Living in Your presence
I'll never be the same

I've been found in You
Now I'll sing out Your truth

On my lips there's a shout of praise
Now I'm gonna dance for all my days
because I've seen the wonder of Your loving ways
So much joy here in Your embrace
Makes me want to sing and celebrate
Because I've seen the wonder of amazing grace

This Christmas

2008-12-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

It's Christmas Eve today. It has been a busy day today, working through budgets and trying to do last minute changes. Had dinner with family, and with turkey.

This Christmas sees

the passing away of a dear friend's husband;
last minute shopping and midnight gift wrapping;
my return to corporate world after 3 years;
working late on Christmas Eve while most people are on hols and knocking off early;
having no program on the Eve;
appreciating little2 gifts and lunches;
celebrating good health

Christmas isn't Christmas till it happens in our heart, ie inviting Jesus as our Lord and Saviour, experiencing His matchless love, and be assured that we are secured in Him despite the financial storm.

I enjoy the quietness and self-reflection, giving thanks and counting my blessings.

Desert Song

2008-12-08T22:15:00.003+08:00

For those of us who feel dry and low...desert season can be lonely and painful, but take heart, God still loves you. Song of encouragement for you..

From Desert Song (c) 2008 Brooke Fraser/Hillsong

This is my prayer in the desert
When all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

This is my prayer in the fire
in weakness or trial or pain
There's a faith proved of more worth than gold
so refine me Lord through the flame

This is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on its way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

I will bring praise (x2)
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is My Victory and He is here

Whom do You Believe?

2008-12-06T16:48:00.004+08:00

It's been a while since I last blogged. Busy schedules, busy deadlines, not to mention challenges, and yes, stress. Like swimming in choppy sea, out towards the deep sea. No knowing what lies ahead. Not knowing what likes underneath either.

But through all these, I felt being challenged as to whom/what do I believe? My past experience? My talents? My colleagues? My friends? My circumstances? No. I felt God wants me to believe and trust in Him. Total trust. Despite my feelings and negative thoughts, unfavourable circumstances. Being a melancholics, I want to be in control in some ways. But, there are times, I realise, to let go is better. Be it unforgiveness. Be it pride. Be it fear. Be it shame.

Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. The world tells you, "You need to see it to believe it". But God says, "Only as you believe it will you ever see it". Yeah, sometimes we limit ourselves by looking at ourselves, but God wants us to live with faith and expectancy, not our small thinking. We don't need to figure out things/ how to solve problems, and wonder how God will bring to pass. Our job is to be a believer. If we can see the invisible, God will do the impossible. [Quote form Joel Osteen "Your Best Life Now"]

So, start to believe that you are an overcomer in Christ, because God said so. Start to believe that He who begins the good work in you will bring to completion, because He said so. Start to believe all things work together for those who love Him, because He said so. It doesn't mean less troubles/ opposition, but you know you have Him throughout. He is trustworthy and praiseworthy.

Asking Why?

2008-11-02T21:00:00.006+08:00

When somethings happen to us, when things are not moving the way we want, our natural response is to ask "Why? Why me?" I am in the season of being positioned in a place that I know God has His purpose for me. But, at this moment, the purpose has yet to be unfold. Many of us, naturally, will be frustrated and not doing anything unless God tells us A to Z reasons behind it. But, for me, this is a season where God wants to strength my faith in Him. To obey and to trust in Him, like Abraham, without knowing the full picture. Well, to some people, by saying that they do not know the answers to things that going on in there life seems to be something shameful, but to me, that's where we learn to be humble and dependant on God. Afterall, who is God? We, or God himself?

I identify with Joseph a lot. To many, at prime time of age, being in prison is not a glamour place at all. But Joseph, in his prison season, maintained a good attitude and hold on to God's promises and served faithfully at where he's being placed. He could have chosen to question God, be bitter and grumble over his apparent "waste of time and talent" in the prison. But he chose to trust God for this perfect plan and purpose, though I am sure at that moment of time, he did not have the full picture of everything.

Today worshop spoke to me a lot. Here's the lyric that I like to share with you:-

I will bring praise, will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and he is here

All of my life, in every season
You are still God,
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

(~chorus & bridge of Desert Song @ 2008 Hillsong)

The Week

2008-10-17T23:06:00.007+08:00

A week that I rely on God like never before, but this time, with great expectancy that He is on my side, and He has an upper hand over all things.

A week of heartthrob and panicking, yet no paralysis.

A week that I overcome my feelings by overcoming my thoughts with word of God.

A week that I told God what my expectancy of an outcome, and it turns up as it is.

A week that I thought I don't deserve something, but God says by His grace it shall be given.

A week that I pray, and felt total release and peace

A week that I face challenges by looking into the mirror and ask my spirit to arise.

A week that I overcome setback with God's timely wisdom.

A week that I feel like I have walked out from the valley heading mountain top.

A week of rejoices and praises despite my panda eyes.:)

A week that I truly experience God's realness

A week of double leap of faith

Our Worth

2008-09-30T21:56:00.005+08:00

There are times where we think we deserve somethings. There are times where we think we don't deserve somethings, and we don't know how to appreciate the good things that come into our lives. We let them pass by.

Jesus died for us on the cross, irregardless what we think, what we do or what we say. David, a young sheperd boy whom nobody ever thought he would be a king; Joseph, the dreamer, who went through hardship, rose to high position; Gideon, a fearful person, who kept asking God for signs for confimation, yet God used him mightily.

While many anchor their identities on acheivements, social status, money value, etc, God wants us to anchor ourselves in Him, to know who we are in Him. No matter what we have gone through, He finds it is totally worthwhile to wait for us, to bless us, to forgive us and embrace us. Once we know our identities in Him, and our focus on Him, other things will diminish and things will fall into places.

Dare to Dream

2008-09-27T18:52:00.005+08:00

God wants to give us blessings and abundance life. He has great plans installed for us to discover. Many times, when He wants to pour unto us. But often, these are hindered and limited by our lack of faith. Joel Osteen, in his book, Your Best Life Now, encouraged us to expand our faith horizon, to see beyond our family background, our circumstances and dare to dream.

Matthew 9:28-29
When he had gone indoors, the blind men came to him, and he asked them, "Do you believe that I am able to do this?" "Yes, Lord," they replied. Then he touched their eyes and said, "According to your faith will it be done to you"

Do you believe that He is able to do so? If yes, then according to your faith He will do it to you...in His time. Lets pray and wait upon Him with great expectancy.

P/S...I have finished reading chapter 3 of Joel Osteen's "Your Best Life Now". Still reading.

New Chapter

2008-09-03T21:50:00.005+08:00

Yeah, started a new chapter of my life. What an adjustment! From a structured environment, to a non-structured, and now back to structured. From small chat to technical chat, procedure chat...

Gosh, the amount of passwords that I have to remember and be creative in password setting. Yup, first day oredi forgot my password after the change. After 3 attempts, I was locked.

Despite that, I have pretty happy and excited. Yes, adjustment is definite, but I know the One behind all these: His grace, love and sceptor of favour. Strive to live for the Audience of One, our Lord Jesus Christ

Live by Faith

2008-09-01T07:29:00.003+08:00

Heard a sermon over City Harvest Live Webcast yesterday. It's about faith. Yes, faith again! Here're what I have taken away:

We shape our life by what we believe and speak. If you speak death (like Chinese says, "Sei"), it will be dead; if you speak life, it will be alive. In 2 Corinthians 4:13, it is written: "I believed; therefore I have spoken." With that same spirit of faith we also believe and therefore speak.

Do you truly believe in God's word and promises? If so, start speaking to your circumstances with faith, proclaiming God's word and promises into your life, in faith.

Our National Day

2008-09-01T06:58:00.004+08:00

Malaysian celebrated 51st Merdeka Day (Independent Day) yesterday. Yes, more than half a century. In The Star, lots of write-up in conjunction with the celebration. One was about our previous prime ministers: Tunku was a visionary and dreamer, Tun Razak was a planner and Tun Hussein Onn was an implementer. Another one was about inter-race marriages: testimonies, challenges and insights of the couples.Very interesting.

Many Malaysians have wishes and prayers for the nation. So, what's mine?
~ All Malaysians are bangsa Malaysia, without discrimination of races and religions
~ Greater depth in muhibbah spirit,
~ Economically revived and resource optimisation
~ Justice and righteousness prevails
~ Revolution in education system: more far-sighted and forward-looking, not regression.
~ Safety and peace for this land

Merdeka =Freedom, Independence. So, let it be, in all aspects: out of bondages, into freedom and independence. Happy Birthday, Malaysia!

Hanoi & Halong Bay 4D3N

2008-08-31T15:59:00.004+08:00

Finally. The long waited trip to Vietnam come to fulfillment. My trip, together with my parents, had many first times: 1st time on Air Asia, 1st time visit to SEA other than Spore, 1st time overnight on boat/ship, and 1st time waking up before dawn to catch a flight.

Day1: Woke up at 2am. Getting ready. Left the house at 3am. Arrived LCCT at 4.30am. Checked in. Flight scheduled at 6:20am, was delayed 40 minutes due to no show of checked-in passengers. The flight was full, more than half were Vietnamese, whom, I think, first time taking a flight, perhaps out of their country. They clapped their hands when the flight took off and landed, and kept using their handphones throughout despite the warning from air stewardess. Narrow leg room and stiff chair back. Gosh, one nasi lemak costs RM8, and teh tarik RM4. While filling up the immigration form, I noticed that Vietnamese has a lot of similarity with Chinese. It sounds like a mixture of Quang Xi, Teo Chew, Mandarin and Hakka. Immigration=Hai Quan. Thank you=Xim Gan Ern. At the arrival hall, lots of ppl, holding bouquet of flowers to welcome back their relatives and friends. Apparent it is command over there. Tour guide picked us up at airport. We boarded the 8 seater MPV, with the tour guide and driver. Very personal. Went for a short city tour, had a chinese lunch, and ended the day with a short city tour. At night, we went out scouting for food on our own. But realised that English is not very widely used in there. We ended up eating at a seafood restaurant. Making order, we had to wait for a waitress who could speak English. A plate of seafood fried noodle costed RM8. Not cheap at all. Inflation indeed at Vietnam. Currency conversion is about RM1=VDN 5000. The notes had some many zeros at the back. Really had to be careful. We stayed in Hoa Binh Hotel, an old colonel 3 star hotel. Clean, well maintained and good service. Like the touch of classic. Motorbikers are terrible in Hanoi. 3 million bikers. Many who don't stop at traffic lights and dashed across despite the change of lights.

Day2: Had breakfast. Pick up arrived at 8am to go to Halong Bay. We joined some other tourists as well, and we were the only Asian! 3.5 hours drive from Hanoi. We boarded the dragon junk, checked in our luggage to the cabins on board of dragon junk and cruised Halong Bay. Spectacular scenery. Visited one of the largest caves. Flooded by mostly european tourists. Short visit to a fishing village and then went back to the cabin for shower, while the rest of the tour members went for a swim round the junk and kayaking. My tour members are from UK, Australia, Holand and Poland. Has dinner on board. Nice sun set. At the night, our junk were surrounded by other junks as well. The night were lighted by lights shined out from the junks, while the stars twinkled above.

Day3: Had lunch on board. Headed back to Hanoi. Reach Hanoi around 4pm. After checking into hotel, we went out to scout for dinner. Took a taxi to a foodcourt where lots of tourists and locals visited. Food was moderate but price was not that cheap. After that, we went for a walk at Hang Gai Pho. Bought moon cake and chinese tea pot. Then, we took a cab back to hotel. The cab meter jumped very fast. By the time we reached the hotel, the charges doubled what we paid earlier on. We complained, but the driver didn't seem to understand. So, we had to pay. Then, we complained to our hotel. We were ripped off. Was advised we should have insisted not paying and make a complain to the hotel reception. And we should have taken down the details of the cab, which the hotel could help to file a complain. What an experience. The thought that only Malaysian taxi will do that.

Day4: Had breakfast at 6am. Pick up at 6:30am to airport.

Overall, nice scenery, especially Halong Bay. I like the Old Quarters area at Hanoi as well. City with 18 lakes and history behind. Historical buildings were rebuilt and well maintained. Applaud the efforts. Don't like the dangerous bikers. I find communication difficulties there, as English is not as widely used as Malaysia. Understand that they learn English in school, but not widely used in day-to-day life. PETRONAS had lots of investment in Vietnam, and as part of their CSR effort, since 3 years back, they offers yearly scholarship to students in their final year at university to be part of their English Training Programme to boost their employability upon graduation. Buildings and houses in Hanoi are narrow and low rised. But I like the city. Lots of green, esp the city centre and outskirt. Imagine having lakes in the city centre! If you look down from the aeroplane before landing, you will see lots of padi fields and green fields...orderly planted. A great experience for a short trip.

A Listening Ear

2008-08-09T22:46:00.004+08:00

I am a good listener. So, many people like to talk to me, pour out to me, especially their problems. Sometimes, the problems are repetitive in patterns. As I listen, I gave my comments/ suggestion at appropriate time, but sometimes, being there to lend a listening ear is comforting and encouraging.

Not sure if you ever come across some people, where they keep repeating their same problems, or pouring out many problems that have occurred along their way. And being a good listener, you lend them a listening ear. They seek your attention. But when it is your turn to pour out your problems, they either shut off, not paying attention, can't wait to tell their our problems or tell you that they had listened to these problems many times. Can be agitating and frustrating, isn't it?

No man is self sufficient. Everyone needs someone that they can pour out to. Everyone needs help some point in their life. As we listen, whatever we can help and within our reach, please do so. Of course, we are not suppose to overburden ourselves with their problems. Neither should we take an indifference attitude "this is not my problem, it's none of my business". Apply wisdom with a balance...I think should be fine.

Breakthrough. Freedom

2008-08-07T23:01:00.003+08:00

Ding Ding Ding
The sound of shackles
The sound of feet dragging in shackles

Ding Ding Ding
Sound of dangling keys
Keys to freedom
from bondages

It was for freedom that Christ has set us free. No longer to be subject to the yoke of slavery, so we'll rejoicing in God's victory, our heart shall respond to His love. Let our darkest area be exposed to the light of His love. No longer be ashamed, no longer in fear. His love cast out all our fears. His grace is sufficient.

Like Paul, we shall forget the past, and strain towards what lies ahead. Our ultimate goal is to serve Him and do what pleases Him.

Breakthrough will come as we repent. Breakthrough will come as we humble before Him. Breakthrough will come as we obey and prioratise. All for His glory.

Rafting and "Roughing"

2008-08-02T18:55:00.004+08:00

Vision of river, flowing down from mountain to the valley. Saw a group of people in a boat, doing white water rafting. The water is rapid and rough. But everyone stays in the boat, each doing their parts, keeping the boat balance and afloat. No abandonment.

Enlightenment came. As a body of Christ, we are called to be united in spirit. It doesn't mean conformity. It means unity. Like in white water rafting. Though the water is rapid and rough, all members stay in the same boat, irregardless. Because, they have a goal...it is to reach the destination. Each do their parts.

We have differences in view, in style and in speech. It won't mean less argument. But, lets stay in the boat and move together towards the same goal of higher calling.

Expectation II

2008-07-21T13:54:00.001+08:00

by Os Hillman~From Today God is First daily devotion

I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. - Philippians 1:20

Have you ever had expectations that did not get fulfilled? Perhaps a coworker let you down. Perhaps you were trusting God for something in your life that never materialized. Perhaps you became devastated by an unmet expectation that you felt you were entitled to. Expectations can be a difficult trap for each of us if we are not fully committed to God's purposes in our lives.

Paul wrote this verse from prison to the people of Philippi. He had an expectation that his life would bring glory to God, whether through his continued ministry or his death. His joy in living was not based on his expectations getting fulfilled, but on remaining true to the purpose for which God made him.

When we react to circumstances with bitterness and resentment as a result of unmet expectations, we are saying that we know better than God, and that God has made a mistake in not meeting our expectations. The process of resolving unmet expectations may require full disclosure to the individual who was the source of the unmet expectation, and of how the unmet expectation made you feel. This is not to make the person feel obligated to meet the expectation, but simply to share your feelings about it. If God was the source, then it is important to share this with the Lord. However, once we have done this we must let go of the situation and allow God to work in our hearts the grace that is needed to walk in freedom from the pain of the unmet expectation. If we do not do this, we will allow the seed of bitterness and resentment to enter in. This seed of bitterness will create leanness in our soul and eventually will spread to others.

Ask yourself today if you have any unmet expectations. How have you responded to them? Have you processed this with the Lord and others who may be involved? These are the steps to freedom from unmet expectations.

Forgiveness **Part 1

2008-07-20T22:32:00.009+08:00

I am currently reading John Loren & Paula Sandford and Lee Bowman's book, Choosing Forgiveness. Here's a summary of what I have read and my thoughts. Will share in parts.

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Summary:
Love and respect in relationship can only be accomplished out of reverence to Christ. When we don't subject our wills to Christ, He will not rule our hearts, and He will not empower us to live with others in unity and forgiveness. We will be subject to one another, but to each other selfish control rather than in blessing.

In relationship, we can't avoid being subject to one another. Without Jesus' love in our lives, we will relate to one another in flesh than spirit. Only with the presence of Christ' redeeming grace, He can transform our relationships to blessings than harm.

In relationship, there's a tendency to counterbalance one another personality. However, tensions may arise when one of us is being pressed to lean uncomfortably towards the behaviour contrary to our temperament/ beliefs. To overcome this, we need to be sensitive enough to bring it to the cross and forgive. This is the time where we must evaluate what is happening in all the relationships and put our own ego in proper perspective. Step by step, day by day, we can take the practices of our relationships to the cross and ease the tensions through forgiveness. Through the power of Jesus Christ, our selfishness can be put to death and our wounded feelings get healed.

When our self-serving way of loving is brought to death on the cross, we radiate a warm and nurturing environment characteristic of the nature of Christ. Others then feel free to be themselves around us, and they feel free to respond to us in trust and love.

My thoughts:
God brings various people into our path. If you notice, we tend to get very agitated with certain people, or certain people with similar behaviours. Many of us, especially those who are very judgmental/critical, tend to lash out/ bad mouthing/get angry with them. We justify our anger, our attitude and our behaviour by blaming others for their misbehaviour. Our ego gets "bruised" when our advice are not taken in/ acted on, or the person did not do/ behave the way we have expected them to me. Expectation and blaming game kicks in. In actual fact, many a times, we didn't live up to their expectations as well.

I have learnt from this book that we are responsible for our own emotions, not others. Respect, acceptance, affirmation and grace. While confrontation is necessary at times, but honestly speaking, many avoid people that don't allow them to be themselves, people that always pick on you/ criticise everything that you do, but hardly praise/affirm.

The same yardstick you use on others, the same yardstick will be used on you. Strive to influence without ego. Learn and practise forgiveness

Dream Releaser

2008-07-12T09:46:00.004+08:00

As a headhunter, and someone who is passionate to coach & develop people, it's natural that I feel a sense of fulfillment and joy when I land someone with a dreamed job, be it a career change, or working environment, or pay increment. A dream "releaser"...I suppose. A rewarding feeling that really beyond description

Tales of Two

~ A candidate who is very much underpaid at the moment, possesses great attitude and good communication skill. A client looking for a financial background person who wants to be a software product specialist, of which, he doesn't has the software experience, but his financial background & communication skill helps. Yesterday was the interview. It went well and a second interview was scheduled next week. The candidate kept thanking me for helping him and giving him an opportunity. It will be a career change for him.

~ Went with a friend to a music shop to look to scout for piano. She has wanted to teach music to earn side income, but so far, where she turned to has been discouragement. Many institutes require a music teacher must have completed grade 8 as a pre-requisite. Divine appointment. This particular music school that we went to believes in caliber, creativity and attitude more than the paper. Felt led to nudge my friend to ask the gentleman, who so happened to be one of the business partners, on their hiring requirements. The gentleman has been very patiently showing us various piano models. After all the discussion and conversation, my friend felt good about it...I guess she must be dreaming about it..being a part-time music teacher. Didn't do much for her, guess being there, supportive and being " Si Lai" to ask the right question that connect her to the opportunity helps...:)

Dare to dream. Dare to release others to pursue their dreams

Into the Open Sea

2008-07-10T22:08:00.005+08:00

Standing at the river bank
Staring at the rapid flow
Hesitant to dive in
Couldn't resist to deep in, at last

Flow with the river
Enjoy the chasm; the scenery
Into the open sea as we flow
Overwhelming vastness makes us pause

Like the Lord to Joshua
Be strong and courageous
Do not be terrified nor discouraged
The Lord will be with us wherever we go

Blessed is the man
walk not in counsel of wicked
nor stand in the way of sinners
nor sit in the seat of mockers

His delight is in the law of the Lord
The law he meditates day and night
Like a tree planted by streams of water
yielding fruits in season
And the leaf doesn't wither
Whatever he does prospers

Interpersonal Skill & Relationship

2008-07-06T08:19:00.007+08:00

Attended a talk about interpersonal skill/ relationship by Touch Life organisation.
www.touchlife.org
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The bible is all about relationship in all aspects. Relationship with God, with yourself and with others.

Why is it important?
* To be successful, you need to have good interpersonal skill and build good relationship with others. ~Frank Roosevelt

* A manager or a leader, has not value-adding if he/she can't mobilise people, even though he/she is smart/ highly intellectual. There's a saying that if you are zero EQ, the game is over.

Have you noticed why some people are very much welcome, or accepted by others, whereas some are not? Most likely, the former is someone who give affirmation, love, respect and acceptance to others.

God is always proactive in relationship. You can see that in the bible, when Adam & Eve sinned, and Cain murdered his brother, God was the one made the initiative to lookout for them. In Mark 12:30, "Love your God with all your heart, soul & mind. Love others as yourself." Lets decipher the sequence: 1st Love God, 2nd Love yourself, 3rd Love others. So, love yourself comes before loving others. Love yourself is to affirm, respect and accept yourself. Because, God has done so to us.

Your relationship with yourself is important as it affects your relationship with others:

* Someone who wants to cover their weakness likes to correct others
* Those who like to judge other are often lack of self affirmation

So, love your God with all your heart, soul & mind. Love others as yourself. So, strive to build good relationship and work on the interpersonal skill. It will carry you far...you will be amazed at the outpour of willingness & helps in all your circumstances. When you shout at the valley, the valley resonates your voice, and nothing else. So it is when it comes to relationship.

Faith the Facts

2008-07-04T10:01:00.003+08:00

by Rick Warren

When will you ever learn that “believing” is useless without doing what God wants you to? Faith that does not result in good deeds is not real faith. James 2:20 (LB)

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Is faith simply a frame of mind? A passive attribute of a Christian waiting to see what God has in store for you: a promotion, cancer, depression, betrayal, blessing, wealth, and injustice . . . some see it that way. They might say, “I’ll just wait to see what God is going to do for me and go with the flow.” That’s crazy talk.

Faith is active. It’s not passive. It’s a commitment. Look at your lifestyle and see what kind of actions follow as a result of it. If you’ve got the real stuff, faith can be demonstrated.

When you were baptized you made a statement to God and the people around you. You said, “I’m in!” But it doesn’t stop at baptism – not by a long shot! What else do you do? You start following the pattern of Jesus. Faith is proven by how we live. Don’t misinterpret this. What you do – your walking around, everyday life – doesn’t get you into heaven. It doesn’t make you saved. It doesn’t mean you’re a Christian; it shows you are a Christian.

The next steps:

· Celebrate the lavish gift of grace. You were saved because Jesus is crazy about you and wants you to be with him in heaven. Revel in it!

· Show your faith. Wedding rings don’t make you married, but they say “Yes” in a visible way. In the same way, baptism isn’t the thing that will get you into heaven but it’s an act of obedience. (Jesus commanded us to baptize and be baptized.)

· Share your faith with the people around you. If you are excited about what God has done in your life, then why not share it? There are lots of ways to do that. Get plugged into serving God. There are literally millions of possibilities. Point people to Jesus and love them like Jesus did. It’ll be something you will relish for eternity.

^^^Inflation^^^

2008-07-01T22:08:00.006+08:00

With the US subprime and oil price hike, the future looks bleak, especially everything that you buy cost more than they used to be. Along with that, share markets around the world are buoyant, and Malaysia politics faces unprecedented uncertainty and instability. And for recruitment/executive search companies, you can see and feel the downturn, and heard about news of headcount being frozen/ retrenchment.

Today, over the radio, there was a talk about this situation. Some people feel helpless about it, while the rest get out from the helplessness, to strategies: find ways to cut down/off expenses; find ways to increase existing pool of income.

Recently, I started this drive of RM5 lunch everyday in my office, ie everyone target to spend max RM5 over lunch. Well, so far, not too bad. Of course, some of the days, we burst the budget. :) But, I think, it's a good way to start. :)

Faith of God

2008-06-30T13:56:00.008+08:00

It's a season of learning and self-equipping for me. Been attending seminars/workshops since April till now. Almost lost count of them. Let me recall: MSG, Healing of trauma, Counseling on Depression, Millionaire Mind, External Focus Church, TESOL.....things happen so fast, really find it difficult to keep up with them.

Last weekend, I attended the Elijah Challenge Seminar. What I take away the most was that God has given us, the believers of Christ, the authority over disease, demon and flesh. As believers, we have the faith in God, but many of us don't have faith of God. To put is in simple:-

Faith in God=believe that God is able to do things
Faith of God=believe that God has given us to authority to do things for him

Mountain moving faith is to exercise our faith of God. Our faith in God is our foundation, our faith of God is where we exercise our given authority, i.e. the action. We are short of miracles in these days, esp healing the sick, is because of lack of faith of God. During the workshop, we were trained to command the infirmity to leave, using our authority and don't doubt about it.

Many times, when we serve, or do God's work, we doubt about our authority, and we don't really trust/ believe in Him, esp things are not smooth sailing, illogical, not the way that we want them to be. Jesus command the storm to stop, Jesus command the eyes of the blind to see, Jesus command the lame to rise and walk, Jesus raised Lazarus. Jesus prayed and sought in His closet, but during ministry time, He exercise His assured, given authority and command...no longer praying when in the battlefield. When David faced Goliath, he did not stand there and pray, but with his faith of God, he shouted at Goliath that he came in the name of the Lord Almighty to fight him and with one sling of stone, Goliath was killed. On surface, he seemed boastful, but in actual fact, he was bold with his faith of God.

Let your faith of God arise. Let your mountain moving faith increase.

Snapshots

2008-06-24T22:11:00.005+08:00

20 Jun~Went to Fitness First with a colleague right after work. We attended the Pilate Fitball class. It was first attempt for both of us. The exercise is to strengthen our core. There was one movements where we had to hold the fitball in between our calves and lift it up and sideways. Gosh, I thought I would probably walk like a wobbly crab after that. Another movement was to put our belly on top of the fitball, and both hands and legs were to lift up parallel to the ball. I tried many times: first lift up both legs, then lift up both hands...then I fell. I tried again, fell again...it was very frustrating, esp everyone else in the class got it...But, I kept trying. After struggling for almost 10 minutes, at last, I got it...hooray! All in all, I enjoyed it despite the pain. Felt really stretched, both physical and mental.

24 Jun~Attended a maritime exhibition. Enjoy talking to people to find out more about maritime. While I was struggling to hold on to all my goodies, a Japanese exhibitor walked up with his company goody bag, open it so that I could put the rest of goodies in the bag. What a kind gesture. Was really impressed by his gentleness and fluent English. Thereafter, we stop by a booth which specialised in pumping system on ship. Found out the exhibitor whom we spoke to is a Norwegian and the grandson of the founder. The company is based in Bergen, Norway, a town which I had been in 2005. Told the exhibitor, he was surprise to meet an Asian that had been to Bergen. Norway...is really a country which you can really identify it with ships and fishing.

Expectation

2008-06-23T22:45:00.005+08:00

Many people say it's difficult to work for a friend, or work with a friend in the same company. Colleagues can become friends, and sometimes, good friends; but many a time, friends, after working together, become enemies. The same goes with business dealing. The same goes with family members. Well, I think, it's because of unmet expectation, and taking advantage.

We tend to place lots of "should" to people that we are close to. They should understand, they should do this, they should help me, they should give business deals to me, they should...the list is endless. When all these "should"s involve money, the tension is even greater.

Loyalty vs being taken advantage & betrayal; helpful vs demanding expectation; friendship vs professionalism; simple heart vs secret agenda..

The boundary can be grey.....well, can only follow my conscience...so long my conscience is clear, and my heart is peaceful. Steer away from those demanding expectation at an appropriate time, and confront where necessary. I have to admit it's easier to say and do it.

Facing the Giant

2008-06-21T18:41:00.005+08:00

Today, I started my TESOL class. It's been a while since I last took a course, and have to go through hours of lectures, revision and preparation. I love to learn languages. Language is a connector to people from different countries and background.

But, taking this course seems to post a bit of challenges to me. For a non-native speaker, with a hard core chinese education background, jack of many languages but master of none. And...my stage fright, my soft voice projection, fear of failure, a woman who doesn't like limelight & be the centre of focus...will I ever overcome?

Teaching is to build life in others, for it imparts knowledge and values.

I know I can do all things, I can do all things through Christ. With the power of His love and the word of life, I can do all things, I can do all things through Christ.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

Charisma

2008-06-20T15:53:00.002+08:00

ability to show your care = Concern
ability to reach out = Helpful
ability to make things happen = Action
ability to produce = Result
ability to lead = Influence
ability to feel & respond = Sensitive
ability to give hope = Motivation
ability to build up = Affirmation

Faith & Action

2008-06-19T15:57:00.005+08:00

Saw this quote...for you to ponder...

God is MOVED by your needs but will ACT on your faith. Your needs are not the issue; your faith is. If you can belive it, you will receive it. The Red Sea didn't part when the Israelites cried in panic but only when they went forward in faith.

Walk by faith, not by sight or feelings.

Communication

2008-06-16T19:30:00.010+08:00

With the modern technologies, there are many tools we use to communicate now. While snail mails and postcards are still around in the market, emails, SMS and handphone are something that most people can't leave without. The effectiveness of whichever way that you choose to communicate really depends on the audience, contents, urgency and location. And it varies from individuals to individuals. The tool and style that suits you, may not be suitable to you audience. Thing that seems to so "common sense" to you, may not be for others.

I have a client who has very busy schedule and most of the time I can't get hold of him via his office direct line. I realised later that his prefers mode of communication is email, as most of time, he is very responsive via email. So, I change my style and mode of communication with him. There was once, I have arranged a appointment for him and my candidate, but the appointment is within the next few hours, and I need his confirmation soonest. So, I chose SMS instead followed by an email. And he responded via sms due to the urgency.

I love home-cooked food. Almost every evening, I dine with my family. So, my agreement with my family is that if I won't be home for dinner, either I inform early in the morning before I leave home, or if something ad-hoc came up during the day, I will inform by 5pm. SMS is my usual mode of informing. There was once, it's almost 5pm, and something came up that I wouldn't be back for dinner, I chose to SMS. And of course, the message was not read in time, and my portion was prepared. What a waste! So, I learnt my lesson, and the next time, especially it's almost 5pm, I SMS to inform.

With the modern technologies, we have many modes to choose to communicate. While economical is ideal, it should not undermine the efficiency and effectiveness of the communication. Sometimes email and SMS may be delayed, even though on your end it indicates delivery...transmission problem. Email and SMS are convenient, but there are things that we can resolve by just one phone call away.

So, choose wisely and be flexible to change when it needs to be.

Communication is really an art and skill that requires constant learning and improvement. We can't achieve 100% no misunderstanding full proof, but I think it will help reduce and perhaps "repair" the damage that has been done before.

Kung Fu Panda

2008-06-12T13:43:00.004+08:00

Po, an enthusiatic, big and clumsy panda, is the biggest fan of Kung Fu. He works everyday in his family's noodle shop, but his heart desire is to learn Kung Fu. He even had a dream that he becomes a warrior. Unexpectedly chosen to fulfill an ancient prophecy, he has to endure sceptic and doubt, from others and even himself. But, his "never give up" spirit, despite his self-doubt, plus Master Shifu's eventual belief in him, turns his weakness to his strength.

To read further on the movie:
http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1809826133/details

Some thoughts came after the movie:

~ Never give up on your dream despite disappointment and discouragement

~ Just be yourself. Your strength can be your weakness, and your weakness can be your strength

~If you are a leader or a mentor, and you are leading or mentoring someone, do see beyond their weakness. Strive to bring the best out of the individual. Be generous with encouragement and affirmation

~Team work is important in achieving a common goal. No man is an island. Watch the movie and see how the legendary Furious Five -- Tigress, Crane, Mantis, Viper and Monkey, fight against Tai Lung.

Fear is So Yesterday

2008-06-10T17:07:00.003+08:00

***from Heartfelt Blessing***

Fear is always counseling you against the perils of 'now' because of something that happened 'once before'.
--Robert Holden

Yesterday might be a nice place to visit, but only fear wants to live there. The next time fear calls out to you, face it squarely and remind it gently that you no longer choose to live in the past and it can't live in the present. Then bless it and let it go.

Always be aware that fear needs the past to survive. And always be aware that you are loved beyond measure

His Glory

2008-06-08T20:27:00.004+08:00

Today, in church, Pastor shared about 3 steps of welcoming the King's glory:
1. Seek to understand, recognising the season
2. Declare the glory thru prophesy and telling His mighty works. Lifting up the possibilities.
3. Continue to seek Him even more. For he is great healer and creator. Be externally focused

Psalm24, 1 Cor 2:9-10

As I reflected. The following song came. And as I asked God, how do I experience more of His glory in me and thru me besides the above steps, the verses in John 11 came. Lazarus was dead. Mary & Martha were very sad and said if Jesus had come earlier, their brother would not be dead. Jesus told Martha, in John 11:40, "Did I not tell you if you believe, you will see the glory of God?" Jesus then called in a loud voice, "Lazarus, come out!" The dead man came out, his hands and feet wrapped with strips of linen, and a cloth around his face. He raised Lazarus from the dead.

Do you truely 100% believe in Him, of who He says He? If you believe, you will see His Glory in whatever situation and wherever you are. The lyric of the song goes :-

Your Glory
@2005 Mike Guglielmucci/ Planet Shakers Ministries

Break of Day, Your light it shines on us
And Your glory fills this place
Like the Sun, it rises up on us
It's the glory of Your face

And I lift my eyes to heaven
And I lift my eyes to heaven

Your glory, the whole earth is filled with
Your glory, nations cry out they sing
Holy, Holy is the Lord
Your glory, Jesus one touch of
Your glory, I lift my hands and sing
Holy, Holy is the Lord
Is the Lord

Show me Your glory, Show me Your glory, Show me Your glory

Financial Health & You

2008-06-07T18:02:00.006+08:00

~article taken from Malaysian Investor www.min.com.my

Lab 1 - Main Sources of Income Test
In order to know what your current financial position is, you need to review your inflow and outflow of money. You have to clearly identify your main sources of income, which are basically monies that go into your pocket, such as your salary, dividends, capital gains, rental income from your properties, distribution from business, interest from your bank savings and fixed deposits.
Your total income can be divided into three categories, namely earned income, passive income and portfolio income. Earned income is the money you take home as your salary. This is the hard earned money paid by your employer for the work you do. Normally, it is taxed at higher rate than any other forms of income.

Passive income is money received from property investment or distribution from business. This is a form of income that you should not work too much on, but it is still able to generate continuous stream without much effort on your part.

Portfolio income is money that you receive from the returns of your investment in financial assets, for example dividends from stocks, income from bonds as well as the returns from unit trusts. It is also another form of passive income whereby you would not have to actively be involved in generating the income.

Lab 2 - Main Sources of Expenses Test
An expense is the money that leaves your pocket. They are all expenses that you have to incur in order to maintain your lifestyle. Examples would include credit card payments, housing loan repayments, car loan repayments, utility payments, grocery bills, taxes, travel and entertainment and all other personal expenses.

In determining your financial position, you need to track all of your expenses. One of the main reasons that people discover that they do not have much saved up when they retire is because they never control their expenses. They lose track as to how they spend their money every month. The one pattern they constantly observe is that they always do not have enough money to support their lifestyles. As a result, they may have to incur additional debt to pay for their expenses as their earned income is insufficient to pay for all of their expenses.

One way to track your expenses is to write down every item that you spend on. JOT-IT-DOWN! - It is tedious but in the long run, a rewarding task, as you will be able to keep track of what your hard earned money is spent on. If you are unable to track all items, make sure that you at least aware of all payments made to purchase the more costly items. You will find it shocking to discover that a majority of you are genuinely surprised once you’ve discovered how much money you have spent on certain items. Please refer to the table below on how to build your financial statement.

Lab 3 - The 90 Percent Rule
Ken Little in his book titled Personal Finance At Your Fingertips recommends that you save 10 percent of your income. Have a look at the table below and you will see that income minus expenses equals to net cash flow (A-B). The 90 Percent Rule requires the net cash flow (A-B) to be at least 10 percent of your income (A).

In Malaysia, in view of the current high inflation rate, it is not easy to save 10 percent of your income. To us, it does not matter whether you are able to save 5 percent, 10 percent or 15 percent of your income, the more crucial issue would be that you start saving and start nurturing the habit of saving.
You have to start someday, why not today?

MY FINANCIAL STATEMENT
RM

INCOME

Earned Income

Job and Self Employment _______

_______

Passive Income

Real Estate (net)

Business (net) _______

Passive Income Total _______

Portfolio Income

Interest

Dividends _______

Portfolio Income Total _______

Total Income ___ A__

EXPENSES

Credit Card Payments

Housing Loans Payments

Car Payments

Food and Clothing

Taxes

Other Payments _______

Total Expenses ___B___

Net Monthly Cash Flow A - B

7 Common Money Mistakes to Avoid

2008-06-07T17:48:00.004+08:00

~article taken from Malaysia Investor http://www.min.com.my/

If you are thinking of improving your financial health, first, you need to be able to recognize your financial mistakes so that you can learn not to repeat them.
Here are some commonly made money mistakes that everyone should avoid:

Mistake #1: Failing to Plan
If we carry out a survey on the people around us, we would be sure to find that not many of us plan our finances. The most common response that we can anticipate would be the classic excuse “We are just too busy with work and family that we hardly have any time left to do the planning”. As a result, most of us end up paying higher taxes, leave our savings sitting silently in lousy investments for years or overpaying for financial products. Since there are always deadlines to be met at work, we tend to let our finances run its own course, thinking that it is of lower priority as there are no deadlines to meet nor is there anyone to force us to look into our financial plans, unless of course we run into serious deficit.
However, the important point to note here is that PLANNING is typically found to be a strong habit among people who have successfully accumulated wealth, even with just a modest income.

Mistake #2: Spending Beyond Our Means
Nowadays, we constantly overspend due to peer pressure and consumer temptation that surround us on a daily basis . We are, to a certain extent, exposed to mild brainwashing with TV commercials, newspaper ads, sale circulars, and flashy shopping malls promoting the lifestyles adopted by the rich and famous, which of course involves having the latest mobile phone models, the latest luxurious cars, latest fashion trend. All these tempt us into spending exorbitantly and unnecessarily. The signals we get from not jumping on the bandwagon is that we will be considered left out of today’s scene. However, in order to do so, far too often, we end up spending way beyond our means. We will find that at the end of each month, the net salaries that go into our bank account are usually meagre, after servicing our car loans, housing loans, credit card bills and other utility bills.

Mistake #3: Spending Future Money
Buy now and pay later! This has become a norm nowadays and the credit card has become a must-have item in our wallet. In fact, a lot of us carry more than one in our wallets. No doubt of it is a convenient item to have around, however, some of us misuse it and treat it like a vehicle to spend our future money at will. It has become a common phenomenon where, by just settling the minimum payment at the end of the month, you will buy more now. As a result, the credit card bad debt snow-balls to an extent beyond our control. According to the bankruptcy report, the percentage of people declared bankrupt due to default in credit card payment has increased in the last few years especially among the younger age group. Be wise when using credit card. Making minimum monthly payment on credit card debt allows you to buy more now, but it will cost you dearly in the future.

Mistake #4: Delaying Saving for Retirement
Most of us aim to take up early retirement. In order to achieve this, we need to plan our finances to make sure that we have enough savings to sustain the life style that we desire even after retirement. However, many of us find that even when we approach retirement, we still struggle to meet the savings target that we have set for ourselves earlier. As our income grows, our savings are supposed to increase as well, instead, we more often than not, have big items to spend on, i.e. house upgrading, new car purchase, club membership to keep up with our peers, etc., that prevents us from depositing more into our savings.

Mistake # 5: Investing in the Wrong Products
There are various kinds of financial products in the market. However, in order for us to identify the right product that suits our risk and return profile, we need to equip ourselves with some basic investment knowledge and do the homework ourselves. Instead, most of us end up investing in some products, simply because we rely too much on the financial advisers, who might have the agenda of pushing higher sales for their products and therefore providing misleading information to us. It is always important to study the product characteristics or the management team track record before investing.

Mistake #6: Not Saving for a Rainy Day
Some of us think that purchasing insurance is a waste of money. However, we are vulnerable if we and our family do not have insurance to cater for any loss of income. In the event of some unfortunate incident, especially those affecting the family’s bread winner, without any cash reserve or insurance, it will be devastating to the whole family. By then, it would be too late to start thinking of income replacement.

Mistake #7: Focusing Too Much on Money Matters
All the above tell us to focus on our finances. However, on the other extreme, we must also not be too engrossed in accumulating our wealth to the extent that we lose sight of other priorities in our lives. While we plan our financial health, we must not neglect our own health, family and friends, career satisfaction and fulfilling interests. Without these, even with tons of money, we will not be happy.

Lastly, we need remind ourselves of the importance of planning our finances. If we are not fully, totally and truly committed to creating wealth, chances are wealth will remain estranged to us.

Performing Miracles with Your Staff

2008-06-04T12:21:00.001+08:00

by Os HillmanTuesday, June 03 2008

"But take this staff in your hand so you can perform miraculous signs with it." - Exodus 4:17

What is the staff God has put into your hand? Is it being a builder? Is it being an office worker? Is it being a doctor? Moses' staff represented his vocation as a shepherd. God had something in mind for his vocation - to perform miracles. And awesome miracles He did! God turned the Nile river into blood with the touch of the staff. He turned the staff into a snake. He parted the Red Sea with it. These are just a few of the miracles God did with that staff. When we yield our talents and abilities to the Lord, God can perform miracles through them. First, Moses had to yield what He had in his hand to God. Only after this took place could God use that staff. As long as Moses held onto it, God could not and would not perform miracles through it. Until we come to this place with our heavenly Father, we will fail to see miracles performed in our work. He delights in showing His power through us. When we become an open vessel, we can expect to see things happen. Have you given your staff to the Lord? Offer it to Him and see what He might want to do through it. Your life will never be the same.

Thunders and Storms

2008-06-02T16:23:00.006+08:00

Everyone goes through thunders and storms in life. Many times, the situation is beyond our control. You have put in effort in whatever your endeavour, but the results seem to deviate from the effort that you put in. Debt building, money is stagnant and dwindling. Disappointment after disappointment. Your dream seems to be far from reach. Your mind osciliates between giving up and pressing on. Sounds familiar, huh?

This morning, I woke up. Oh dear, it's another day again. But, as I spent quiet time reading the daily devotional, it spoke to me. The disciples and Jesus were in the ship, and they were facing terrible storm. The disciples were panic, while Jesus was fast asleep. And when they woke Him up, He calmed the storm by just giving one command.

Jesus is indeed sovereign and in control of everything. All we have to do is to invite Him into our "boat", and commit the situation to Him, and trust Him totally. For He is trustworthy, dependable and a mighty God.

He is great indeed. As the song goes...Rest my soul, in Christ alone. Know His power, in quietness and trust. When the ocean rise and thunder roars, I will soar with You above the storm. Father, You are king over the flood. I will be still and know You're God...

Something to Ponder

2008-05-29T15:57:00.003+08:00

Went to gym yesterday. While working out on the stepper, I saw a movie trailer. Some of scenes had words that attracted my eyes:

Emotion - Logic = Faith

Work - Dream = Job

Something to ponder about?

Breaking Arrow

2008-05-26T21:37:00.003+08:00

Attended Millionaire Mind Intensive Workshop, a 3 full days workshop, from 23 May to 25 May 2008. Held in The Mines Exhibition and Convention Centre, Kuala Lumpur. There were 4800 participants.

We have many emotions over money, as well as over many things in our lives. On the 3rd day of the workshop, we teamed up in groups of 10. Each person get an arrow. At the tip of the arrow, we were instructed to write one thing that we want to break in our lives. Before the game started, we had to sign off an indemnity letter. Then, the game begin. One person will be the holder, one person will be a breaker. Both were given protective goggles. The end of arrow will be put at the palm of the holder, while the tip of the arrow will be put at the soft patch above the collar bone in the middle of the neck. Then, the breaker will push the upper body towards the holder to break the arrow which was in between the 2.

For me, before I did it, I had second thought..to quit. But, I decided to go ahead. As I pushed slowly towards the holder, I felt a bit painful. Then as I saw the arrow started to bend, I pushed on further and further, faster. And it broke steadily. I glad I did it inspite of fear.

Courage is not absence of fear, but it is to act inspite of fear. When we face the Goliath in our lives, lets be like David, face it not by our might or power, but by the spirit of God, and truly trust in who He says He is, the great I am. As we seek our breakthrough in our lives, lets be like Paul, pressing on towards the goal. Our God is Baal Perazzim. The breakthrough will come as we press on.

Low Fuel Tank

2008-05-26T21:06:00.003+08:00

2 weeks ago, I accompanied a friend to collect her new car from USJ industrial area. It was an honour to be her first passanger, yet I kept joking with her that I risk my life to accompany her. Haha.

After we collected her new car, the salesman gave us the direction to drive home and the nearest petrol station. As we drove out, hit on the highway, we missed the first petrol station on the left. Then, we passby second petrol station, we missed it again as we were driving on the centre lane and there were too many cars on the left that can allow us to do so. Thereafter, we were caught in a massive jam. The fuel tank light kept appearing. Finally, we were about 500m away from a petrol station, the car came to a stop. I was prepared to get down from the car and make a dash to the petrol station. My friend, quickly turned off the engine, prayed and turned it on again. The car get started. Praise God! We then quickly drove to the petrol station which was 500m away to fill up the tank.

Isn't it the same with our life? Busy with many things in our lives, like Martha. We find it difficult to be like Mary, to sit at the feet of Jesus, to learn from him and to spend time with him...to fill up our spiritual tank. But that is very important. To take us further in our journey, we can't run on a low fuel tank, but a filled tank.

Purpose of Life

2008-05-10T09:48:00.006+08:00

In the interview by Paul Bradshaw with Rick Warren, Rick said:

People ask me, What is the purpose of life? And I respond: In a nutshell, life is preparation for eternity. We were not made to last forever, and God wants us to be with Him in Heaven.

One day my heart is going to stop, and that will be the end of my body-- but not the end of me.

I may live 60 to 100 years on earth, but I am going to spend trillions of years in eternity. This is the warm-up act - the dress rehearsal. God wants us to practice on earth what we will do forever in eternity.

We were made by God and for God, and until you figure that out, life isn't going to make sense.

Life is a series of problems: Either you are in one now, you're just coming out of one, or you're getting ready to go into another one.

The reason for this is that God is more interested in your character than your comfort.

God is more interested in making your life holy than He is in making your life happy.

We can be reasonably happy here on earth, but that's not the goal of life. The goal is to grow in character, in Christ likeness.

This past year has been the greatest year of my life but also the toughest, with my wife, Kay, getting cancer.

I used to think that life was hills and valleys - you go through a dark time, then you go to the mountaintop, back and forth. I don't believe that anymore.

Rather than life being hills and valleys, I believe that it's kind of like two rails on a railroad track, and at all times you have something good and something bad in your life.

No matter how good things are in your life, there is always something bad that needs to be worked on.

And no matter how bad things are in your life, there is always something good you can thank God for.

You can focus on your purposes, or you can focus on your problems.

If you focus on your problems, you're going into self-centeredness,'which is my problem, my issues, my pain.' But one of the easiest ways to get rid of pain is to get your focus off yourself and onto God and others.

We discovered quickly that in spite of the prayers of hundreds of thousands of people, God was not going to heal Kay or make it easy for her.

It has been very difficult for her, and yet God has strengthened her character, given her a ministry of helping other people, given her a testimony, drawn her closer to Him and to people.

You have to learn to deal with both the good and the bad of life.

Actually, sometimes learning to deal with the good is harder. For instance, this past year, all of a sudden, when the book sold 15 million copies, it made me instantly very wealthy.

It also brought a lot of notoriety that I had never had to deal with before. I don't think God gives you money or notoriety for your own ego or for you to live a life of ease.

So I began to ask God what He wanted me to do with this money, notoriety and influence. He gave me two different passages that helped me decide what to do, II Corinthians 9 and Psalm 72

1. In spite of all the money coming in, we would not change our lifestyle one bit. We made no major purchases.

2. About midway through last year, I stopped taking a salary from the church.

3. We set up foundations to fund an initiative we call The Peace Plan to plant churches, equip leaders, assist the poor, care for the sick, and educate the next generation.

4. I added up all that the church had paid me in the 24 years since I started the church, and I gave it all back. It was liberating to be able to serve God for free.

We need to ask ourselves: Am I going to live for possessions? Popularity?

Am I going to be driven by pressures? Guilt? Bitterness? Materialism? Or am I going to be driven by God's purposes (for my life)?

When I get up in the morning, I sit on the side of my bed and say, God, if I don't get anything else done today, I want to know You more and love You better. God didn't put me on earth just to fulfill a to-do list. He's more interested in what I am than what I do.
That's why we're called human beings, not human doings.

Happy moments, PRAISE GOD.
Difficult moments, SEEK GOD.
Quiet moments, WORSHIP GOD.
Painful moments, TRUST GOD.
Every moment, THANK GOD.
God's Blessings on you today.

Another Farewell

2008-05-07T13:11:00.007+08:00

It is always difficult to say goodbye. But, like chinese saying goes, there's no banquet that never ends. We wish the best for the those who are moving on. We cherish the moments that we had spent together. It's always the people that we are going to miss.

Well..stay in touch with each other is the key...

Peace

2008-05-01T18:01:00.006+08:00

The photo was taken in Oslo, Norway in Year 2005. I like its serenity very much. It reminded me of my favourite Psalm23:

The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake.
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

Whose Battle is it?

2008-05-01T17:56:00.004+08:00

by Rick Warren

“But you will not even need to fight. Take your positions; then stand still and watch the Lord’s victory. He is with you, O people of Judah and Jerusalem. Do not be afraid or discouraged. Go out there tomorrow, for the Lord is with you!” 2 Chronicles 20:17 (NLT)
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In today’s passage, God is talking to King Jehoshaphat and the Israelites. They’re about to be attacked by three enemies: the Moabites, the Ammonites, and the Meunites. Jehoshaphat had to be worried about how his people could defend themselves in such a battle, but God knew exactly what Jehoshaphat was thinking. He said, “You will not have to fight in this battle.” Now, that’s the kind of battle I like! What God tells Jehoshaphat in this passage, and what he would remind us today, is this: “The battle is not yours; it’s mine. You don’t have to fight in it.”

In other words, it’s God’s problem. Let him solve it.

The fact is if you are God’s child, then your problems are his problems. And he’s much better at fighting your battles and solving your problems than you will ever be. Your job is to trust him to work it all out. Perhaps the reason we have so many tired, fatigued, and discouraged Christians is because we think, “It all depends on me.”

The day you resign as General Manager of the Universe, you’re going to find that it doesn’t fall apart. You can relax in faith, trusting that God is able to run things without your help.

Twice in this passage it says, “Don’t be afraid,” and “Don’t be discouraged.” When you face a seemingly impossible situation, don’t be afraid and don’t be discouraged. Has God ever lost a battle? No. He doesn’t lose battles.

There’s an important phrase in verse 17. God tells Jehoshaphat, “Take your positions and stand firm.” What does it mean to stand firm? It means to have a mental attitude of quiet confidence. It is never God’s will for you to run from a difficult situation. I’ve discovered that when I run from a difficult situation, inevitably God always brings it back around and gives me another chance. It’s inevitable. Why?

Because God wants us to learn – and he wants to teach us through experience – that in every situation he is sufficient. He is competent and capable and he will meet our needs in that situation. Don’t be afraid; fear is the opposite of faith.

You stand firm on two things:
The character of God – He’s faithful. He does not bring us this far just to let us down. He doesn’t bring you out on a limb and then cut off the limb. Have faith in the nature andcharacter of God.

The truth of his Word – God’s Word is faithful. You can count on the promises found in the Bible.
Stand still. Remember Who the battle belongs to. Trust that he is able to deliver you. And then watch him do it!

Faith and Believe~Quotes

2008-04-30T14:46:00.009+08:00

Quoted frm NLRC, Faith Alive

Faith is being sure of what we hope for. Hope does not disappoint. If you are disappoited about something, turn it around. Start with a simple hope. Bring that hope to Jesus. Faith will come and you will receive.

My Daily Faith Confession: I am a child of God. God is my Father who loves me even though he knows everything about me. B'coz God is for me, I have no fear. I am not anxious b'coz He is handling everyone of my concerns. My God is a good God and I know that something good is happening to me everyday of my life.

I BELIEVE, therefore I am. I do not live by what I feel. I prosper by what I believe. I believe what the Bible says about me. I am a child of God. BLESSED, FAVOURED, PROTECTED, ANOINTED and filled with His grace which can MORE than take care of any mountain infront of me. I am a conqueror and MORE.

Live life full! Live as if you are passionately loved and securely wrapped in the arms of our Heavenly faither. Live as if He is smiling at you . Live as if God is on your team. Live without a care in this world. Deu 33:27, Num 6:25, Rom 8:31, 1Pet5:7

God's hand stretches out to those who dares to "believe". Believing makes the impossible possible and the "CAN'Ts" to "CANs". Believing releases the angels to work on our behalf. Be daring to believe God for miracles - Your Father delights to give them to You.

Rom10:10-Speak life into every situation! God's supernatural power is released when we BELIEVE with our hearts and SPEAK with our lips. God believed and spoke the world into being. This is the double barell key to crative miracles. Keep believing, keep speaking and life will spring forth around you.

Tests of the Heart

2008-04-29T13:29:00.003+08:00

by Os HillmanMonday, April 28 2008

"Remember how the Lord your God led you all the way in the desert these forty years, to humble you and to test you in order to know what was in your heart, whether or not you would keep His commands." - Deuteronomy 8:2

Has God performed a heart test on you lately? There are times in our lives when God leads us into the desert in order to let us find out what is in our heart. These times can be very difficult and humbling. They can test our mettle like no other time. Desert times often mean we are living without those things we are normally accustomed to: water, food, limited supplies - and with few comforts. In modern terms, it may mean a different environment. God is performing a very important work during these times. He wants to know if we can be obedient to Him in these times; or will we be obedient only when times are good?

"He humbled you, causing you to hunger and then feeding you with manna, which neither you nor your fathers had known, to teach you that man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of the Lord. Your clothes did not wear out and your feet did not swell during these forty years. Know then in your heart that as a man disciplines his son, so the Lord your God disciplines you" (Deuteronomy 8:3-5).

These desert times may mean experiencing new ways of provision from the Lord. Like manna from Heaven, it may mean seeing miracles we've never seen before. Like clothing that never wears out, it may mean seeing your normal capabilities expanded. Like walking hundreds of miles without pain, desert experiences provide new lessons and new experiences that only these times can teach us. What desert experience has He brought into your life lately? Perhaps it is a lean time in business. Perhaps it is a new environment. Whatever it is, when God decides to bring new disciplines into our lives by bringing us into the desert, do not fear the heat that is sure to come. He is walking beside you in order to test you and find out what is really in your heart. Ask for His grace to pass the test. He wants to bring all of His children into the Promised Land.

Careful with Our Speech

2008-04-28T16:54:00.006+08:00

Children are fast learner and great imitator. Basically they imitate our mannerism, the word we use and our lifestyle as well.

The other day, my 3 year old nephew, while I was watching the maid trying to change him into his pajamas, he kept insisting that I helped him to cut off the brand tag. When I refused to do so, he threw tantrum. Finally, my sister agreed to help him to cut off when they returned home later on. His face brightened up with a smile. Then, he looked at me, with his little finger pointing at me, saying, " You, no good. I don't want you." And I looked at him and said with a stern voice, "You say that again?" He then kept quiet. But his mannerism resembled one of his parents. It's the tone and word that the parent used when he refused to listen, or do as requested. That evening, he left my house, refusing to say/kiss me goodbye!

Here's my thoughts. Discipline children is important. But the choice of words and the way we discipline have to be wise. Children is great imitator. If you ever visit a play school/ kindergarden, you will be amazed by some of the children behaviour and speeches. And from there, you will be able to rough gauge of their family background. You reckon?

How to Handle Failure

2008-04-26T21:59:00.006+08:00

Sometimes it takes a painful experience to make us change our ways. Proverbs 20:30

No one’s life is an unbroken chain of victories. We all experience setbacks, defeats, losses, and failures. Nobody bats a thousand. We all make mistakes. Since failure is common to all of us, one of the most important life-skills you can learn is how to respond to it. Mature people know how to turn every failure into a learning experience, a stepping stone for future success.The first thing to do is to analyze why you experienced failure. Although there may be a variety of reasons – many out of your control – here are five common causes of failure:·

1. When we don’t plan ahead – As the old saying goes, “If you fail to plan, you’re planning to fail.” Proverbs 27:12 (LB) says, “A sensible man watches for problems ahead and prepares to meet them.” Remember, Noah had to start building the ark long before it started raining!

2. When we think we’ve “arrived” – Remember the lesson of the whale: just when you get to the top, and you start to blow– that’s when you get harpooned! Proverbs 16:18 (GNT) says, “Pride leads to destruction, and arrogance leads to downfall.” In other words, the man who gets too big for his britches will be exposed in the end.

3. When we’re afraid to take necessary risks – The fear of failure can cause failure. We worry about what others will think of us if we fail, so we don’t even try. Former U.S. football player Fran Tarkenton says, “Fear sets you up to be a loser.” We fail to take advantage of golden opportunities. “Fear of man is a dangerous trap” (Proverbs 29:25 LB).

4. When we give up too soon – Many times, success is just around the corner. Remember, the game is often won in the final seconds. If at first you don’t succeed … you’re normal! Keep on keeping on! The value of a postage stamp is found in its ability to stick to one thing until it gets there. “A lazy fellow has trouble all through life” (Proverbs 15:19 LB).

5. When we ignore God’s advice – The Bible is our owner’s manual for life. It is filled with practical instructions and guidelines for work, home, finances, relationships, and health. When we fail to follow these, we’re asking for trouble. “There is a way that seems right to a man, but in the end it leads to death” (Proverbs 14:12 NIV).

But remember failure is never final unless you let it be! If you’ve experienced failure, here are some steps for starting over:

1. Accept responsibility for your own failure – If you’ve made a mistake, admit it! Welcome to the human race. Don’t blame others. “A man who refuses to admit his mistakes can never be successful. But if he confesses and forsakes them, he gets another chance” (Proverbs 28:13 LB).

2. Recognize the benefits of failure – For instance, it shows you what doesn’t work. The great inventor Thomas Edison said, “Don’t call it a failure. Call it an education!” Failure forces you to be more creative.

3. Failure prevents arrogance and egotism – If everything you did was a stunning success, no one could live with you! It causes you to re-evaluate what’s important in life. Failure is one way God gets us to reflect on the direction of our lives. “Sometimes it takes a painful experience to make us change our ways” (Proverbs 20:30 GNT).

4. Ask God for wisdom to understand the cause for the failure – Ask, “Why did I fail? Is there any reason I might have set myself up to fail?”

5. Forget the past and focus on the future – Your past is past! It’s water under the bridge. You can’t change it so you may as well stop worrying about it.

"Brothers and sisters, I can’t consider myself a winner yet. This is what I do: I don’t look back, I lengthen my stride, and I run straight toward the goal to win the prize that God’s heavenly call offers in Christ Jesus. "Philippians 3:13-14 (GWT)

Be encouraged!

Out of the Rubble, Reaching the Waterfall

2008-04-24T13:33:00.001+08:00

Crawling out from the rubble. Face covered with dust. Smoke kept coming out from the rubble. Out from the rubble, I stood and looked up. Behold, I was at an open plain. There was another mountain at far end. But I stood tall.

Running through the bushes and trees in the jungle. The face covered with lots of scars, being scratched by the torns and twit. As I came to an open area, the surrounding was all white. I couldn't see a single thing. Then, suddenly, I saw a magnificient waterfall pouring down. I raised up my hand. Rejoice. Refreshed.

" Time of Refreshing, here in Your presence. No greater blessing, than being with You. My soul is restored, my mind is renewed. There's no greater joy, than being with You."

A building was being torn down. The ground was cleaned up. A new building was constructured. Only when we are willing to surrender to his sovereignty, restoration will follow. A firmer and stronger structure, with strong foundation.

Courage is not an absence of fear. An overcomer, is to stay positive attitude inspite of circumstances. We can stand tall when we face our giant, so long we know who is the One behind us.

3 Boats & 1 Anchor

2008-04-23T16:01:00.000+08:00

3 visions of drifting boat: One vision saw the boat drifting in an open sea; another saw the boat in an open sea trying to sail over a rock; another saw the boat trying to balance itself in a stormy rough sea. Another vision came: the boat was sailing in a stormy rough sea, trying to balance itself, but it had an anchor in the seabed. It still stayed afloat. Suddenly, sunlight pierced through the dark cloud, and the weather clear off.

It's a season of finding anchor, and the anchor is none other than the Word of God. Heaven and earth will fade, circumstances may change, but His Word will still remain. In His Word we can hang on to, and in His Word, we can safely trust.

psalm 1:1-3~Blessed is the man..whose delight is in the law of the Lord, and on his law he meditates day and night. He is like a tree planted by streams of water, which yields its fruit in season and whose leaf does not wither. Whatever he does prospers .

Developing Confidence by Losing Confidence

2008-04-16T12:50:00.000+08:00

by Jon Walker© 2008 Purpose Driven Life

“I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.” Philippians 4:13 (NASB)
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The secret to living with confidence is to be confident in God’s compassion and power. He is the Almighty and everlasting God, and his power and compassion are unlimited. We gain confidence by developing confidence in God and letting go of confidence in ourselves.
When we think we have to do it on our own, or when we think we are doing it on our own, we stand on an uncertain foundation, like the man who built his house upon the sand. No matter how confident we are in ourselves, eventually the rains will come, washing away our self-confidence.
But when we have God-confidence, we know – deep down – that we will always be able to approach God’s throne of grace boldly with confidence – knowing “we will receive his mercy, and we will find grace to help us when we need it.” (Hebrews 4:16, NLT)

With God-confidence, we know we are loved and accepted by God; we know we are created and shaped by God; we know we have talents and skills given to us by God, and by understanding our true position in Christ, we can be confident that God is with us always, even unto the ends of the earth, even when we open our mouths to speak.
In faith, we can be confident, knowing God’s power is there, trusting God makes it possible for us to do “all things through Him who strengthens me.” (Philippians 4:13, NASB)

What does this mean?
· Transfer your confidence to God – Believe he is “working in you, giving you the desire to obey him and the power to do what pleases him.” (Philippians 2:13, NLT) Compare your track record to God’s and see which of you has proved to be more trustworthy. If you believe your confidence should still remain with you, ask God to help you dig deep to uncover why you believe that way. He is never upset or surprised by such honesty.

· Trust God’s Spirit is working within you – Ask God to develop within you a confidence that his Spirit will give you a supernatural power to preach good news to the poor, to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives, and to release prisoners from the darkness. (Adapted from Isaiah 61:1-3)

· Why God-confidence is important to you – You may be thinking, “There’s something I’d really like to do, but I don’t think that I can do it.” This kind of thinking may keep you from even trying, but if you’re confident in God – and what he can do through your life – then there’s every reason to move forward, and no good reason to stand still.

· If you had God-confidence, how would the next few days of your life be different?

Gossips

2008-04-15T21:29:00.002+08:00

Gossips can be extremely painful. We suffered from the wounds of careless words one time of another. We have felt the isolation and rejection they bring. So, why would any of us gossip?

Gossip is reckless or careless word that wound. What it lacks in nutritional value it makes up for in taste. It overdresses trivia that has power to penetrate deep into the soul. It is a negligent scattering of ungrounded accusations and misrepresenttions. It has no accountability, secretive and selective and its real agenda is always well hidden.

We become prey of jealousy when we mistakenly believe God's favour towards one person indicates His disfavour toward us. Jealousy breeds competition, which is fueled by gossips. Covetousness, desiring what God has given another, is an offspiring of jealousy. We are tempted to gossip when we perceived someone else's favour, provision or position as a deduction from God's ability to bless, protect or provide for us.

Is Gossip limited to spoken word?
Gossip is not limited to what is spoken. Often the most difficult and destructive gossip to share is what you have heard. As you listened, your own soul is defiled.

Gossip is rooted in unbelief and watered by fear. We fall prey to gossip when we are afraid to trust God to uphold us in truth. We malign others because we believe our worth is tied to theirs. To get rid yourself of the fruit of gossip, you need to ax the root that is nourishing the tree and fruit. To heal the wounds of gossip is to speak words in answer that contain wisdom and promote reconciliation. Giving our vision of story to the gossiper about how the offender hurt us would not bring healings.

To safeguard yourself from gossiper, ask yourself these questions:

1. Why are they telling me this?

2. Are they confessing their reaction to the offenses or just repeating it to influence me?

3. Have they gone to the individual who offended them?

4. Are they asking me to go with thme so restoration can take place?

5. Am I in a position to help them?

If the answers to above are unclear, then, you are not the one they should speak to, but the one who offended them.

The one who gossips to you, gossips of you.

"Without wood a fire goes out; without gossip a quarrel dies down" Prov 26:20

"Do not answer a fool according to his folly, or you will be like him yourself" Prov 26:4

"He who covers over an offense promotes love, but whoever repeats the matter separates close friends." Prov 17:9

Reference: Lisa Bevere "Understanding Your True Measure"

Vaccination for Deadly Gossip Virus

2008-04-15T18:04:00.000+08:00

by Dave Burchett

Four Hooksett, New Jersey town employees with 46 years of service between them were fired, in part for gossiping and discussing rumors of an improper relationship between the town administrator and another employee that Hooksett residents now agree were not true. The administrator complained, and after an investigation the town council fired the women, finding, "Gossip, whispering, and an unfriendly environment are causing poor morale and interfering with the efficient performance of town business." "When I was given my termination papers, I just looked at the gentlemen that were present in the room and I said, 'You've got to be kidding!'" said fired worker Sandy Piper, who insisted her comments weren't out of line. "We discussed it on a lunch break, and then it ended." The same thing happens everyday (except for the termination part) in offices all over this great land.

Gossip happens everyday in neighborhoods, car pools and in annoying public cell phone conversations that I am forced to hear. Gossip is a cottage industry in America. We have gossip magazines and television shows. Gossip columnists make careers out of spreading half-truths and rumors. The recurring theme of these humble ramblings is not to rail on what the culture is doing but to examine what the followers of Christ should be doing. And the answer is clear and it should be articulated directly like the soup guy from the Seinfeld TV series. No! No gossip for you!If the founding church fathers had added an 8th Deadly Sin I would nominate gossip. I have seen the devastating effect that gossip has in the church. You may have heard this too close to the truth joke.

Coming out of church, Mrs. Smith asked her husband, "Did you see that piercing that the Johnson's daughter is parading around with?"

"I didn't even see her," admitted Mr. Smith.

"And that dress Mrs. Davis was wearing," continued Mrs. Smith, "Really, don't tell me you think that's the proper outfit for a mother of two."

"I'm afraid I didn't notice that either," said Mr. Smith.

"Oh, for heaven's sake," snapped Mrs. Smith. "A lot of good it does you to go to church."

Gossip is a huge problem in the church and sometimes gossip is very stealthy. Satan has a slick marketing trick that he sells to Christians. We don't call gossip by it's name. We like to call gossip by euphemisms like "sharing our concerns" or "venting to a brother or sister". We gossip when we divulge unnecessary details in prayer requests as if God needs to be brought up to speed on the entire situation. We like to think we are in the clear if we know that the information is true and we are simply being "honest" and "telling it like it is". But Frank Clark correctly stated that "gossip needn't be false to be evil - there's a lot of truth that shouldn't be passed around."

The Bible is very clear about gossip. I found fourteen specific mentions of gossip in Scripture. A couple of Old Testament highlights:

"Do not spread slanderous gossip among your people." Leviticus 19:16.

They visit me as if they were my friends,but all the while they gather gossip,and when they leave, they spread it everywhere. Psalm 41:6

A troublemaker plants seeds of strife; gossip separates the best of friends. Proverbs 16:28

Paul reveals how seriously he ranks gossip when he includes the act of gossip in this not so attractive menu of sins.

Their lives became full of every kind of wickedness, sin, greed, hate, envy, murder, quarreling, deception, malicious behavior, and gossip.

Romans 1:29 Seriously, do most of us lump gossip in with hate, murder and deception? Paul does. The church at Corinth also had an ugly list of problems and gossip made the list.

For I am afraid that when I come I won't like what I find, and you won't like my response. I am afraid that I will find quarreling, jealousy, anger, selfishness, slander, gossip, arrogance, and disorderly behavior. 2 Corinthians 12:20

If Paul were to write a letter to the modern church he would surely include gossip in his list of rebukes. A follower of Jesus certainly should not spread gossip any further. Gossip is a parasite that requires a host organism to survive. Don't give gossip a place to live.Solomon wrote this in Proverbs. Fire goes out without wood,and quarrels disappear when gossip stops. Proverbs 26:20

Think of how many times you have believed something to be true only to find out the information was mostly or even totally wrong. I find it interesting that the threat of a libel or slander lawsuit will cause us to be cautious about our remarks in the public square. How naive that we think it is okay to denigrate a child of God and somehow think that there are no repercussions to that action. Are we really more concerned about the People's Court than the Kingdom's Court? Pastor Rick Warren makes a great point when he says that "The problem with Christians is that we take ourselves too seriously and we don't take God seriously enough."

God takes seriously how we communicate about others in the flock. Peter said to "Be agreeable, be sympathetic, be loving, be compassionate, be humble. That goes for all of you, no exceptions. No retaliation. No sharp-tongued sarcasm. Instead, bless-that's your job, to bless. You'll be a blessing and also get a blessing". 1 Peter 3:8-9 (MsgB) So there is an added bonus for your Godly communicationŠa blessing at no extra charge.

Pastor Jim Cymbala of Brooklyn Tabernacle writes how his church handles the topic of gossip.

About 20 years ago, I said something impromptu to the new members lined up across the front of the church. As we received them, the Holy Spirit prompted me to add, "And now, I charge you that if you ever hear another member speak an unkind word of criticism or slander against anyone-myself, an usher, a choir member, or anyone else-that you stop that person in mid-sentence and say, 'Excuse me-who hurt you? Who ignored you? Who slighted you?
Was it Pastor Cymbala? Let's go to his office right now. He'll apologize to you, and then we'll pray together so God can restore peace to this body. But we won't let you talk critically about people who aren't present to defend themselves.'
"I'm serious about this. I want you to help resolve this kind of thing immediately. And know this: If you are ever the one doing the loose talking, we'll confront you."

To this day, every time we receive new members, I say much the same thing. That's because I know what most easily destroys churches. It's not crack cocaine, government oppression, or even lack of funds. Rather it's gossip and slander that grieves the Holy Spirit.

Powerful. And so achingly true. God is not glorified when we spread gossip and idle chatter. The test is very simple. If I am not part of the situation or a part of the solution I should not be talking about it. James is typically to the point in this brutally honest assessment.A careless or wrongly placed word out of your mouth can do that. By our speech we can ruin the world, turn harmony to chaos, throw mud on a reputation, send the whole world up in smoke and go up in smoke with it, smoke right from the pit of hell. James 3:6 (MsgB)

Vaccinate yourself with a couple of scriptural truths about gossip. An injection of biblical truth and a dose of how God views gossip can control the deadly virus. And that will make the body of Christ a whole lot healthier.